Fortune, November 30, 2013

Something may be distracting a close friend or love partner so much that this person isn't very good company. Nor will your friend want to share the source of their preoccupation. Don't try to have a long conversation about it. Back off and let your friend come to terms with it alone. Sometimes that's all you can do.

Today was a rough day not for me in the slightest but for two of my "friends". One had a pretty bad day at work of running around and taking photos of people feeding dolphins but he didn't mind sharing his preoccupations with the difficulty of work. 

My other friend however (and this is where it gets weird) he had a pretty bad day with family issues and family emergencies and having to drive home from Gainesville and such. He had been wanting to call me for quite a while and actually had a panic attack the night before about everything. I tried to have a conversation about it with him and it just wasn't working. I said how I felt on certain topics and it only seemed to be making things worse and I just felt like I didn't need to talk to him for a long time and that's hard to express to someone. I think I really did need him to come to terms with it alone and figure out his own path. Weird that I would just get done with that conversation and read over my horoscope again. 

Weirder so that I had to film my entire video project through all of this. Does the drama ever end. Looks like I'm not going to bed for a little till I can fall asleep soundly.

Fortune, November 29, 2013

You've allowed money issues to become too prominent. It's true that your financial picture isn't as rosy as you'd like it to be, but whose is? Try to put your troubles in perspective. There's no need to let these worries impact your relationships with friends and family. Ask for help if you feel you need it.

Black Friday. Of course I have money issues. But like it says who doesn't? 

Of course money is weird and annoying and makes you want to pull your hair out. And I was never into much of the black friday shopping anyways. It's too crowded and even though I think I talk to much, I'm not one for fighting through crowds in the early hours of the morning. 

I actually didn't let any of the money issues get to me and focused on going to see my friends in Orlando. Which was very freeing in a way. I didn't have to pay for anything except a pretzel and chick fil a breakfast which believe me, worth it. 

Actually now that I think about it I got paid today so it really was a perfect financial situation. Okay okay. not perfect. but a little closer to rosy. If I wanted to I could've bought a TV. JKLOL. Like I have money every for a TV. Plus, its christmas season so you can't really buy anything for yourself otherwise you are a selfish person who should be buying gifts for other people. or for us college kids pawning off your old art projects and putting cheesy quotes on them so your relatives will like them more.

Yayy Christmas though! I love it. Fortune tell me christmas will last forever.

Fortune, November 28, 2013

Emotions might run high with today's astral energies. Your friends may be snapping at each other and even getting into quarrels. Stay out of it! It's best to concentrate on getting the problem taken care of and take away the reason for the tension rather than try to control it. Hang in there.

Thanksgiving.

Emotions were running high. They were running high like crazy. 

I had to go to two houses in two different cities today. And I was irritable because the few things I wanted to do was watch the Macy's Day Parade and the dog show. And I watched the parade for a little but then it just all went crazy. I did have a few quarrels but mainly within myself and not necessarily anyone around me. I think more than anything I was causing my own tension which isn't the best thing to do in most situations. I needed to calm myself down but instead I was running in circles.

My little cousin (whose mom left her to go to Vegas for thanksgiving) peed her pants probably to get attention and then all my older cousins were there getting grossed out so I had to play mom and help her and tell her that no one likes someone who pees in their pants are thus are stinky. We needed to leave and I got my first flush of being too hot in the sweater I chose for all the activities I was doing.

Then on to the second house which I assumed was going to be way more relaxing than the first, but no, I sat down and was immediately asked where the cake I was supposed to make (yeah while driving to another city I made a who bundt cake there) but yes. And the table needed to be set and my other little cousins were jumping on me asking if I would help them color and it was all just very overwhelming within that moment so I had to go out to the garage where the typical florida drink fridge is and cry it out. Not to mention I had just had to eat at my other Grandparents house as to not be rude and because I was hungry and thus had to eat even more food that was better than the previous food at my other grandparents house. My mom came and gave me a pep talk and I switched my sweater to a shirt from my grandmas closet (which I would've worn anyways because it was cute) and I felt instantly better. Who would've thought I was over heating from being stressed and then the main reason was from the sweater I had chosen.

I did hang in there to the very end where I ate good food and then sat in the spa with my mom.

CRAZY I TELL YOU.

Fortune, November 27, 2013

The next two days you're in a self-confident phase. Discuss what you're learning with friends. They help you develop your talents. Use your powerful connections to make a difference. Work quickly so you get more done.

I don't know why I decided to switch horoscopes to the one in the paper to somehow get some meaning out of it because honestly, these just don't match up and are so general how is anyone supposed to get true meaning out of these. I really should just make up my own horoscopes but that would defeat the purpose of reading them. 

The next two days will be bumpin?

Hmm. Today I went to Busch Gardens with my entire family and tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I suppose I could be confident in myself and of the relationships I have with family and the people around me. I have discussed what I'm learning with my family. On the classes I am taking next year and such. I couldn't explain to them too much about what I am learning in Net Art since I don't think that would be a conversation worth keeping up. 

My powerful connections make a difference? I mean I suppose they do in some way. I talked to my Uncle about the friends he knows in Austin, Texas and how he thinks that would be a good place to live after college and work of course. It seems to have a pretty good art scene and a good film scene. 

The last sentence doesn't make much sense. I mean obviously, but I am not doing any work the day before Thanksgiving. Except this of course.

Fortune, November 26, 2013

The skies are clearing up, figuratively speaking, but it's still not a good idea to argue, especially with authority. Phone a neighbor or friend for support, or ask someone with more experience. Emotion wins over logic.

Emotion wins over logic? What. Sometimes I guess that's true but most of the time that's true but with my current and always boy situation I usually end up going with logic. But that's mainly because people are crazy and you just gotta look at the logical side of things instead of everything else. It works that way most of the time. 

My neighbor happens to be my friend and in that I am thankful for her advice on most things. She's not too brutally honest and not too passive. Although she doesn't have more experience. I don't think anyone beats me there in the relationship department and I am not proud of that. But that's why my mom is queen of experience and such for things of other natures. I seem to be going to my mom a lot but that's mainly because I'm home and no one else gives good advice hah. 

Can't argue with my mom I suppose.

The skies are clearing up though. They were muddled from the worry I was receiving from various other places but they cleared up when I got a new phone! Funny how my pseudo phone that I was using temporarily, died at the store right as my new phone was being handed to me. He knew his end was near. I suppose phones know when you're about to get rid of them. Or maybe they just cry out for help when you drop them and your screen cracks into a million pieces. It's always a sad day when that happens. A sad day indeed. That's why this phone will be my baby. My one and only hah.

Fortune, November 25, 2013

Your imagination goes wild over the next few days. Some confrontations are expected, but stay out of them anyway. You're overly sensitive right now. Postpone a romantic interlude. Meditate. Take a bubble bath.

We were doing so well. Until today. Yes, my imagination has gone wild but I haven't done much about it. I can't get the will to film for my project or anything. But the puzzles are very relaxing and spark that extra shazam. 

I went to the beach today and it was very windy. I had three 4 year olds to slightly watch over but nothing too exciting. It was inspiring to see the beach and the water all around. To see a row of fisherman all lined up and the giant birds that were around. I was excited to get home for date night though. To get out of the way of family if only for a little bit and explore a quieter side of such. My romantic interlude was quite great in fact. I'm quite glad I did not stay home and meditate because then that would not be as exciting.

Disappointed is all I can say.

Fortune, November 24, 2013

A disagreement about priorities springs up. Ask friends for advice. Handle with care, and impress an older person. Congratulate yourself, but don't stop the action. Pay attention or it could backfire. Many hands make light work.

My ex boyfriend seems to be the culprit of this fortune. Trying to tell me who I need to be when I try not to even talk to him at all. It works sometimes. I'm not sure about it though. I know how to handle myself in these situations and try to talk to other people such as my mom on how to act. Of course she threatened to beat him with a baseball bat so that isn't the most un biased response. But it usually helps in everything. 

The second part of this is confusing to my life. I had dinner with my relatives that came up and I suppose they were impressed with my sense of work ethic and current job. I suppose I don't ever stop thinking about my career path and am always very focused on things that I can do to improve my money situation even if that means taking on another job and having no life. It hasn't backfired yet except when I tell my mom that I'm not sure if I should get a second job and then she responds as "Two nights a week isn't going to kill you" so yes. That is backfire. I suppose. 

Many hands to make light work, especially in the kitchen I suppose. I was doing a large puzzle and cooking at the same time. The puzzle had rainbow balloons on it and kept getting stuck in my little cousins hair. They're hands did not help whatsoever but I suppose their feet did when they would walk on the pieces you needed the most.

Backfiring is no fun. No fun at all. That's why you need to be a super planner and make sure you plan for the backfire or you'll never make it. Well. If you can.

Only the best can. Or the worst. You know. I'm not too sure. Surely there isn't too much to know about the mystery of fortune. I KNOW IT ALL.

Fortune, November 23, 2013

New learning and improved communication with friends and family add greatly to your sense of self-esteem. A task into which you've put some effort over the past several weeks has been completed successfully. You're now basking in the glow of others' admiration. You may even have a few extra dollars to spend. You've worked hard for this and deserve it.

Interesting that it would mention this when I am home now.. After a not-so-terrible drive I experienced a sense of freedom going home finally to family.

I hadn't really talked to my mom in quite sometime from busy school work and the stress of the explosion of my roommate early brought my self esteem down quite a bit. But not enough to satisfy her need for control. That's the plus side to not being crazy. 

It's true I've been feeling less than happy lately and I've needed that extra support from my family because man getting verbally abused by your roommate does not come easy. The other side of this horoscope is creepily true as well. I have been nothing but struggling in my printmaking. And by struggling I mean my first print and my second print looked like the same thing since the etching didn't work fully. I have been struggling not only in printmaking but in almost all aspects of my life and finally after so much struggle.. My prints were wonderful. Almost everyone I know has asked to buy them. I'm in love with them. They are so great and exactly what I have been wanting to produce all semester. (Hence the basking in the glow of admiration). 

The kicker is that I really don't have extra money to spend. I am broke as broke could be and am not feeling this sense of money spending. But then again, maybe I'm being cheap. I have worked hard and been beaten to a nub by the wrath of my roommate and myself.

Fortune, November 22, 2013

Love and romance are in your favor even though roadblocks may keep you from taking full advantage of the situation. You're being much too picky about the type of person you seek. Love isn't meant to be a set of desired qualities on a shopping list. You can't realistically create a scenario of how things will work out. Let things proceed naturally.

Weird.

REALLY WEIRD.

I had just got into an argument with my significant other about status of a relationship and everything that comes with that. I've been very unsure about a lot of things lately and was expressing them to him. In response he told me that no one is perfect and that he can only do so much and it's not always going to be good.

Yes. Cheese fest happening. But strange how it all comes together and that I had actually had this happen to me the day of. I'm starting to believe in this magic. I'm not sure how this happens but it's real I've decided.

How else would it know the same day I was having relationship issues I would get this fortune.

I'm also glad they are in my favor otherwise I would be afraid of what might happen in the future. Thank goodness I have this fortune to instruct me on my life and how I should be living it. I should probably make a glittery old email gif of true love with beagles. Definitely Beagles.

Fortune, November 21, 2013

Newspapers may bring knowledge of strange events that capture your imagination. You might want to learn more about the stories and similar events. Your mind is sharp enough to grasp it all, yet there will still be hidden elements that render it that much more fascinating. The human mind and its dark side might be especially interesting to you today.

This one is a strange as I try to decipher..

Newspaper, newspaper, newspaper.

I read the headlines. They didn't really match up with anything I could think of. Mainly things about the government and such. Nothing very inspiring. 

"Bill Nye Sold Out"

"GOP IS IN TROUBLE"

Nothing I could consider to capture my imagination. Nor do I really want to learn more about the topics other than the usual wanting to know more about what is going on.

Bubble.

College life can sometimes be a bubble. You get so caught up in your life and what's going on that you loose track of anything other than what is going on or your News Feed.

Bubbles may be in your future but alas they are not in mine. For now.

Although mystery of this, I go to work I walk to the bus stop and low and behold I sit on a bench since the bus isn't coming in a while and this guy is reading the newspaper and leaves it on the bench right next to me. Not coincidence. The newspaper ended up by me, and I couldn't do anything about it but pick up this half-damp paper and try to find meaning in the titles. I tried very hard to find any source of meaning out of this paper but I think the last part of this mysterious fortune is the most important.

The dark side of the human mind.

This dark side, was not lightly shown to me for I would know if that were to happen I wouldn't be as affected as I am now.

Verbally attacked, my roommate and I, by one of my other roommates. I've never seen an explosion of the mind towards me and I experienced this first hand. I, myself, saw my own dark side as I became more angry than anyone could ever become. It's fascinating to me (to quote my fortune) to see how her mind has evolved and what she possibly could be thinking in this place. I fear for her and feel sorry for her. The dark side of her mind is pulling her within herself.