Fortune, December 2, 2013

You can look forward to a bright day. What a relief it will be after the tension of the past several days. This would be a good time to confide in a close friend. It will help relieve some of the pressure you've been feeling inside. Be careful not to relax completely. If you do, you may not be able to get out of bed!

What.

What?

What????

That is insane after I just said all that about tension yesterday and here we go. It's like it knows me or something. That's just too weird. I swear you're all like "oh I don't believe in horoscopes and fortunes" but then your mind gets blown and it's too late to put a protective helmet on. 

The tension was relieved after I decided to stop caring so much and just go with the flow of the crazy week. There's no point fighting it really just go with the flow. I swear. You know when you're on the wrong path because life turns into a horrible nightmare until you get back on the right one. But that's just me believing in fate and tarot cards. hah. I did confide in a close friend for close to 3 hours on the phone while I did all my homework. It was nice having company if only through the Tango app on my phone (its amazing by the way). 

I have been trying all night not to relax completely. I told myself I could not take a nap because if I did I knew I wouldn't be able to get up and that would not be a good thing. Especially with my math test tonight which was less than satisfactory. But hey a girl can only do so much while trying to enjoy time away from Gainesville. 

Today was a good day. I got to read a christmas magazine, class was easy, and best of all my boss liked all my stuff at work. THANK THE LORD. really. I do because I have been struggling for decades okay not decades but monthades.

Fortune, December 1, 2013

You deserve a day off. Why not play hooky from your duties and surround yourself with beautiful works of art? Better yet, try to create some yourself. Admit it, you've been hankering to try a creative endeavor. Why not begin today? Your creativity and intuition are at an all-time high. The combination might produce something of real merit.

Well this horoscope is kind of funny since my duties are art! I did feel more creative today when I woke up and right before I left to go back to Gainesville. It was interesting to see my mind start to work as I tried to decipher what exactly I wanted to do. I finished my video project and actually got a beautiful shot of my room with sheets over the furniture. I am quite pleased. 

Unfortunately, I didn't really get as much done as I wanted for I had to study for my math exam and then I had to quickly splice together a quick edited video for my video art class. But I made it and still got to go to bed at 11:30! woo woo!  

Although now I am quite tired and want the semester to end. I've almost out of creative juices. I didn't have any all semester and then suddenly I was on a go and then I went home and didn't want to come back. Especially after the situation in the apartment. Oh tension why must you be so tense. 

My apartment needs a massage.

Fortune, November 30, 2013

Something may be distracting a close friend or love partner so much that this person isn't very good company. Nor will your friend want to share the source of their preoccupation. Don't try to have a long conversation about it. Back off and let your friend come to terms with it alone. Sometimes that's all you can do.

Today was a rough day not for me in the slightest but for two of my "friends". One had a pretty bad day at work of running around and taking photos of people feeding dolphins but he didn't mind sharing his preoccupations with the difficulty of work. 

My other friend however (and this is where it gets weird) he had a pretty bad day with family issues and family emergencies and having to drive home from Gainesville and such. He had been wanting to call me for quite a while and actually had a panic attack the night before about everything. I tried to have a conversation about it with him and it just wasn't working. I said how I felt on certain topics and it only seemed to be making things worse and I just felt like I didn't need to talk to him for a long time and that's hard to express to someone. I think I really did need him to come to terms with it alone and figure out his own path. Weird that I would just get done with that conversation and read over my horoscope again. 

Weirder so that I had to film my entire video project through all of this. Does the drama ever end. Looks like I'm not going to bed for a little till I can fall asleep soundly.

Fortune, November 29, 2013

You've allowed money issues to become too prominent. It's true that your financial picture isn't as rosy as you'd like it to be, but whose is? Try to put your troubles in perspective. There's no need to let these worries impact your relationships with friends and family. Ask for help if you feel you need it.

Black Friday. Of course I have money issues. But like it says who doesn't? 

Of course money is weird and annoying and makes you want to pull your hair out. And I was never into much of the black friday shopping anyways. It's too crowded and even though I think I talk to much, I'm not one for fighting through crowds in the early hours of the morning. 

I actually didn't let any of the money issues get to me and focused on going to see my friends in Orlando. Which was very freeing in a way. I didn't have to pay for anything except a pretzel and chick fil a breakfast which believe me, worth it. 

Actually now that I think about it I got paid today so it really was a perfect financial situation. Okay okay. not perfect. but a little closer to rosy. If I wanted to I could've bought a TV. JKLOL. Like I have money every for a TV. Plus, its christmas season so you can't really buy anything for yourself otherwise you are a selfish person who should be buying gifts for other people. or for us college kids pawning off your old art projects and putting cheesy quotes on them so your relatives will like them more.

Yayy Christmas though! I love it. Fortune tell me christmas will last forever.

Fortune, November 28, 2013

Emotions might run high with today's astral energies. Your friends may be snapping at each other and even getting into quarrels. Stay out of it! It's best to concentrate on getting the problem taken care of and take away the reason for the tension rather than try to control it. Hang in there.

Thanksgiving.

Emotions were running high. They were running high like crazy. 

I had to go to two houses in two different cities today. And I was irritable because the few things I wanted to do was watch the Macy's Day Parade and the dog show. And I watched the parade for a little but then it just all went crazy. I did have a few quarrels but mainly within myself and not necessarily anyone around me. I think more than anything I was causing my own tension which isn't the best thing to do in most situations. I needed to calm myself down but instead I was running in circles.

My little cousin (whose mom left her to go to Vegas for thanksgiving) peed her pants probably to get attention and then all my older cousins were there getting grossed out so I had to play mom and help her and tell her that no one likes someone who pees in their pants are thus are stinky. We needed to leave and I got my first flush of being too hot in the sweater I chose for all the activities I was doing.

Then on to the second house which I assumed was going to be way more relaxing than the first, but no, I sat down and was immediately asked where the cake I was supposed to make (yeah while driving to another city I made a who bundt cake there) but yes. And the table needed to be set and my other little cousins were jumping on me asking if I would help them color and it was all just very overwhelming within that moment so I had to go out to the garage where the typical florida drink fridge is and cry it out. Not to mention I had just had to eat at my other Grandparents house as to not be rude and because I was hungry and thus had to eat even more food that was better than the previous food at my other grandparents house. My mom came and gave me a pep talk and I switched my sweater to a shirt from my grandmas closet (which I would've worn anyways because it was cute) and I felt instantly better. Who would've thought I was over heating from being stressed and then the main reason was from the sweater I had chosen.

I did hang in there to the very end where I ate good food and then sat in the spa with my mom.

CRAZY I TELL YOU.

Fortune, November 27, 2013

The next two days you're in a self-confident phase. Discuss what you're learning with friends. They help you develop your talents. Use your powerful connections to make a difference. Work quickly so you get more done.

I don't know why I decided to switch horoscopes to the one in the paper to somehow get some meaning out of it because honestly, these just don't match up and are so general how is anyone supposed to get true meaning out of these. I really should just make up my own horoscopes but that would defeat the purpose of reading them. 

The next two days will be bumpin?

Hmm. Today I went to Busch Gardens with my entire family and tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I suppose I could be confident in myself and of the relationships I have with family and the people around me. I have discussed what I'm learning with my family. On the classes I am taking next year and such. I couldn't explain to them too much about what I am learning in Net Art since I don't think that would be a conversation worth keeping up. 

My powerful connections make a difference? I mean I suppose they do in some way. I talked to my Uncle about the friends he knows in Austin, Texas and how he thinks that would be a good place to live after college and work of course. It seems to have a pretty good art scene and a good film scene. 

The last sentence doesn't make much sense. I mean obviously, but I am not doing any work the day before Thanksgiving. Except this of course.

Fortune, November 26, 2013

The skies are clearing up, figuratively speaking, but it's still not a good idea to argue, especially with authority. Phone a neighbor or friend for support, or ask someone with more experience. Emotion wins over logic.

Emotion wins over logic? What. Sometimes I guess that's true but most of the time that's true but with my current and always boy situation I usually end up going with logic. But that's mainly because people are crazy and you just gotta look at the logical side of things instead of everything else. It works that way most of the time. 

My neighbor happens to be my friend and in that I am thankful for her advice on most things. She's not too brutally honest and not too passive. Although she doesn't have more experience. I don't think anyone beats me there in the relationship department and I am not proud of that. But that's why my mom is queen of experience and such for things of other natures. I seem to be going to my mom a lot but that's mainly because I'm home and no one else gives good advice hah. 

Can't argue with my mom I suppose.

The skies are clearing up though. They were muddled from the worry I was receiving from various other places but they cleared up when I got a new phone! Funny how my pseudo phone that I was using temporarily, died at the store right as my new phone was being handed to me. He knew his end was near. I suppose phones know when you're about to get rid of them. Or maybe they just cry out for help when you drop them and your screen cracks into a million pieces. It's always a sad day when that happens. A sad day indeed. That's why this phone will be my baby. My one and only hah.